Post by herthreewishess on Sept 25, 2010 20:37:20 GMT -5
KATHERINELEIGHSALAZAR !
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RAINBOW SHIRTS RIBBED IN ACID LOVE
[/color]OUR LIVES ARE RIBBED IN PLASTIC LOVE, HERE I AM, HERE I AM, IT'S NOT JUST YOU
SHE LOVED ME TOO, HERE I AM, HERE I AM, IT'S NOT JUST YOU, SHE LOVED ME TOO
HERE I AM, HERE I AM, GONNA TAKE YOU[/center][/FONT][/SIZE]
nicknames: kat, kate, katie, kitty.
age: seventeen.
gender: female.
grade: junior.
sexuality: heterosexual.
played by: selena gomez.[/ul][/SIZE][/FONT]
TO THE END OF TOMORROW, I WILL TAKE
[/B][/color]YOU TO THE END OF MY WORLD, I'M GONNA FIGHT FOR THE RIGHT TO BELIEVE IN
MYSELF, I'M GONNA FIGHT FOR THE RIGHT TO RELEASE MYSELF, RELEASE MYSELF
IT WENT ON AND ON, IT WENT ON AND ON[/center][/FONT][/SIZE]
personality: katherine can be the most complex person in the entire world, or she can be rather simple. it all depends on how much time you take to get to know her. shes way out there, and sometimes a little too much for people to handle. like her energy level for example. she has sooo much energy, shes always hyper, and constantly bouncing off the walls and laughing and just being the bubbly girl that she is. sometimes she can be a bit of an insomniac because of her energy level. she doesnt sleep very much, and in the time she doesnt sleep, she plays soccer. she eats, breathes, and sleeps soccer. she has a mom who is still trying to be sixteen years old, so kat sort of gets away with much more than she should. but she's not irresponsible. kat is pretty responsible for herself and she knows what shes doing, even though she can be extremely stubborn. for example, she hates it when people tell her what to do. if they give her any kind of direction, shes so quick to reject it, even though it could be the smartest demand in the world. she often does exactly the opposite of what people tell her to do, just because she hates feeling like shes being controlled. shes also stubborn in the ways that she always has to be right. she hates being wrong, and even if she is, she'll argue her point until shes somehow right. she seriously hates when people have an advantage over her at all. especially guys. kat is not very trusting of people at all. she thinks everyone has two faces. shes all for the green-peace stuff, always incouraging recycling and shes fully aware of global warming. she doesnt eat meat at all, and she hates it when people do. shes a hardcore animal lover, so its too hard for her to go around any kind of meat. kat likes to screw with peoples minds at times, just the people who annoy her or are honestly just idiots that she cant stand. she likes to surprise people too, and do silly and impulsive things just because. shes not really a people-pleaser though, and could care less what people think about her. she hates being judged, and because of that, she doesnt pass out judgement until shes sure she has a full-rounded opinion of someone. kat is a hardcore music lover, and listens to basically everything. she wants to learn the guitar, but right now she knows the piano and plays constantly. she has a high-appreciated for arts, which is why shes into anime and manga, and shes known to paint and draw constantly. kat is pretty much a crazy whirlwind, but youll get the gist of her.
likes: glamour-punk rock style, on top of her hippie mesh. she loves clothes. mac & cheese - her beyond favorite food. strawberry flavored stuff, especially icecream. lip gloss - she goes through like a bajllion tubes every day. techno, pop rock, acoustic, and rap music. she likes it all. the spice girls - when she was little she wanted to be them. soccer - its seriously her passion. she loves it. playing piano - her grandma taught her when she was six and has been playing since. mixing and matching colors. her world is colorful? being hyper and jumping up and down for no reason - shes seriously an energizer bunny. drawing and painting - her dad is an artist. its just in her blood, and shes great at it. anime and manga - shes a total nerd. foreign tv shows - hana yori dango owns her life. the "green" life. shes all green-peace oriented. hippie stuff - shes a vegetarian, recycles, and all that fun stuff. bracelets - she always wears like a million, which are all different colors of course. texting - the girl is a textaholic. politcs - shes extremely liberal. debates - she loves a good rumble. autumn - the season is her fav because of the lovely leaves. being right - she hates being wrong, and she'll argue until shes somehow right. laughing. hot chocolate - favorite ever. salt & vinegar chips. guys with dark hair - she doesnt know why, shes just always been attracted to dark hair. kids - she cant wait to be a mom someday. the gays - shes all for the gay-pride ordeal. reading the romance novels her mom hides under her bed. screwing with peoples minds, especially dicks and bitches. horses. all animals in general - her grandma has a farm, and kat absolutely loves it there. going to sporting events - she loves being the die-hard fan that gets kicked out. playing hard to get - because she really is hard to get? halloween - its her favorite time of the year. oversized purses and clothing. wearing other peoples shirts, especially guys.
dislikes: being wrong - she will seriously argue until shes somehow right. people who eat meat. sexist jerks - which is pretty much the whole male population. break-ups - shes only had to go through two, and she would rather not ever have to do them again kthanks. showing heartfelt emotion or crying - she hates expressing that kind of stuff. republicans - shes too liberal for you. the color black - she likes color? controlling boyfriends and mindless girls - the combo just makes kat sick. having to sit somewhere for too long - shes an energizer bunny, and shes too ADD for that. getting her hair trimmed - she loves her long hair, and hates when she has to cut it at all. being told what to do - she'll often do the exact opposite of what you told her to do. feeling rejected by her dad. not being able to meet him - she wishes he would just take enough interest to see how she is doing. when her mom bashes on her grandma - kat's grandma is her world. losing games - especially soccer. she can't take losing. rules - they were made to be broken? boring people - if you're boring, she really won't pay attention to you at all. her attention span is low. math - doesnt get it, never will. coffee - ew. cigarettes and compulsive smokers like her mom - lung cancer anyone?
strengths: soccer is her ultimate strength. she's amazing at it, and is always at the top of her game. her strong personality, and how she can never back down from an argument or debate. her beliefs in 'green peace' and saving the world. her ability to keep best friends for a very long period of time. she's a very loyal person and friend. taking care of herself is definitely a strength. she doesn't need her mom to take care of her.
weaknesses: expressing herself emotionally. she hates crying in front of people. really girly things, like tea parties and prom and stuff. she just feels awkward in that setting. the subject of her dad is a really sore spot for her, and when it comes up, she get's really weak and upset. dating. she's not very good at being a girlfriend.
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TO THE END OF TOMORROW, I WILL TAKE
[/B][/color]YOU TO THE END OF MY WORLD, I'M GONNA FIGHT FOR THE RIGHT TO BELIEVE IN
MYSELF, I'M GONNA FIGHT FOR THE RIGHT TO RELEASE MYSELF, RELEASE MYSELF
IT WENT ON AND ON, IT WENT ON AND ON[/center][/FONT][/SIZE]
father: francesco salazar.
siblings: none.
significant other (s): none.
pets: siberian husky named juneau.
hometown: baltimore, maryland.[/ul][/SIZE][/FONT]
SAY, HERE I AM, IT WENT ON AND ON, IT WENT
[/B][/color]ON AND ON, LOUDER AND LOUDER, IT'LL BUILD AND FADE, AND SOON YOUR LOVE WILL TURN
TO HATE, SHE SAID HERE I AM, SHE SAID HERE I AM, LOUDER AND LOUDER IT'LL BUILD AND FADE
FADE, AND SOON YOUR LOVE WILL TURN TO HATE[/center][/FONT][/SIZE][/B]
other characters here: none.
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RP sample:
"I haven't talked to him, Maddie. I've been driving around like a fucking idiot for the last four hours and somehow this is where I ended up." He sounded frustrated, but not with Maddie. Frustrated with the situation, frustrated with Everett, just everything. She understood him, and how he must be feeling. Overwhelmed, too many emotions to know what to do with. So she didn't press him, let that drop. Neither of them had talked to Everett, and it was possible that neither of them would for awhile. Rider had the advantage, though. Maddie knew it'd only be a matter of time before Everett cracked and talk to him. They were brothers, really close, and Everett loved Rider so much. He'd forgive him. She wasn't worried about that. She was worried if Everett would ever give her the same forgiveness or not. If he did forgive her, she knew it wouldn't be easy for things to be the same way again. They wouldn't laugh like they used to, talk like they used to. They just wouldnt be the same Maddie and Everett, and it worried her. This mistake would probably change so many things, and she couldn't even think about it without getting sick. Change had never been a good thing for Maddie, not even the smallest things. A big change, like losing her best friend, wasn't something she could cope with at all. She didn't know what to do with herself without him being the same Everett she'd always known, and them being the same with each other as always. Maddie pushed the thought away, a lump rising in her throat as she held back the tears once again.
"I just...I don't know. I don't know why I'm even here." Maddie watched the play of emotions on his face, taking him all in as she tried to analyze. She didn't know why he was here, either. Why she'd let him in. She just felt like she needed him, like he was the only person who would understand anything going through her head. And they had to settle this between each other, once and for all. They just had to, and Maddie couldn't ignore it anymore. She couldn't pretend it wasn't there. Having nothing to lose made her feel reckless, give into the part of her that wanted this, instead of the part that was screaming 'no'. If Everett knew Rider was here right now, things would get even worse and he'd never forgive them, would he? She just didn't know what to do. She couldn't tell him to leave, even as wrong as it might've been. "I didn't think... I didn't think I cared this much, you know?" Maddie understood more than he even knew. Yes, she definitely cared more than she ever thought she did. She just kept writing it off as a disgusting, wrong attraction, desire that she should just push down. She didn't realize she'd had actual feelings for him, that he really had broken down the wall Maddie had built. She'd been so blind, and lied to herself so much. But what did all of this mean?
"The way he was talking to you...I know you think you deserve it. Obviously you wouldn't be upset like this if you didn't think that, but it made me angry. And seeing you cry...I shouldn't have pushed you so much. I should have walked away from you that first night. I don't know why I couldn't. I still don't know why. But those last two times...I didn't come after you because I expected that to happen. I probably could have prevented it, sure. Which is why this is my fault but I really just wanted to talk to you." Maddie shook her head at him, lifting her head to square her eyes with his. "I shouldn't have let you push me, Rider. It's just as much my fault," Maddie admitted, her eyebrows furrowing together. She was letting herself open up, and she didn't stop it. She didn't push it down, or force herself to say something bitchy to push him away. Maddie was going to talk to him, let him inside her mind, give him this piece of her. They had to do this. "I wanted to talk to you. I need to talk to you," Her voice was quiet, less assertive than it always had been. She just stared at him, letting him read her emotions in her eyes. She was sure it was all over her face, how she wanted to settle this with him, talk to him and let everything out. Avoiding it had only made it worse. If Maddie hadn't been so stubborn, they could've resolved this so much sooner. Maybe if she'd talked to him, given him the time of day, been casual with him, things would've been different. Maddie would have just been another girl, some chick that hung out with his little brother all the time. Maybe Rider wouldn't have given her a second look, tried so hard to get her attention. She wasn't an idiot. She knew what he'd been doing, how he kept picking on her and purposely annoying her. She just couldn't figure out why. At first, she thought he just liked to irk her, get on her nerves to be funny, or as his own amusement. She had no idea he was attracted to her, too, until he'd kissed her that first time. And then everything fell into place. Maddie understood that every time she caught him staring at her, he'd been really looking at her, wanting her, just like Maddie had been like. She'd been such an idiot.
"You've never liked me. Why?" This was something Maddie knew would be coming, something she needed to explain. If she told him the complete truth, everything would make more sense to Rider - Why she'd been doing what she did. And she wasn't going to push down the complete and total truth, not at all. She was letting him in, and it was something Maddie never did. Something Maddie had only done for two people. Everett, and now Rider. She'd let him in without even knowing she had, and it was just too late to change it. Maddie locked eyes with his, as she started. "I never hated you, Rider," She told him, her voice still quiet. "I hated the way you made me feel. It's hard to explain," She furrowed her eyebrows together again, looking down at the couch briefly and then back to his chocolate brown eyes. "I'm not used to... Feeling the things I felt for you," She looked away again, this confession making her shy, nervous. "Still feel for you, even now." She paused, and then looked back at him again. "I don't like letting people get close to me, letting people get to me unless I trust them, know they won't hurt me. Everett was the only person I'd settled on feeling that way about, and the only person I let get close to me. I always want control over my emotions. And then I met you..." She paused again, her blue eyes buring into his. "All of my emotions were going crazy, and I hated it. I didn't want to feel that way about you. I didn't want to want you like I did, especially with Everett being my best friend," It hurt to say his name, so the last part made her tone emotional. "I figured if I pushed you away, it'd stop, and I wouldn't keep thinking about you, or be attracted to you anymore. But it didn't stop," She explained, taking a second to gather her thoughts again as she bit on her lip, contemplating everything she'd felt. "And I didn't even know you. I still don't even know you. It's whats so frustrating, why I've always been such a bitch. It wasn't fair that you could make me feel things that Everett couldn't - Someone I trusted, cared about, knew, like the back of my hand. But I couldn't stop wanting you, and I just wanted it to end. So I tried, so hard, to push you away. And it didn't work." She took in his expression with her eyes, her own question tearing at her now. "Why wouldn't you stop? Why didn't you leave me alone?" It was something she'd always wanted to know. She knew he never thought Everett would be as upset as he was, but was that the only reason? He just hadn't cared enough about how Everett might feel?
"I just...I don't know. I don't know why I'm even here." Maddie watched the play of emotions on his face, taking him all in as she tried to analyze. She didn't know why he was here, either. Why she'd let him in. She just felt like she needed him, like he was the only person who would understand anything going through her head. And they had to settle this between each other, once and for all. They just had to, and Maddie couldn't ignore it anymore. She couldn't pretend it wasn't there. Having nothing to lose made her feel reckless, give into the part of her that wanted this, instead of the part that was screaming 'no'. If Everett knew Rider was here right now, things would get even worse and he'd never forgive them, would he? She just didn't know what to do. She couldn't tell him to leave, even as wrong as it might've been. "I didn't think... I didn't think I cared this much, you know?" Maddie understood more than he even knew. Yes, she definitely cared more than she ever thought she did. She just kept writing it off as a disgusting, wrong attraction, desire that she should just push down. She didn't realize she'd had actual feelings for him, that he really had broken down the wall Maddie had built. She'd been so blind, and lied to herself so much. But what did all of this mean?
"The way he was talking to you...I know you think you deserve it. Obviously you wouldn't be upset like this if you didn't think that, but it made me angry. And seeing you cry...I shouldn't have pushed you so much. I should have walked away from you that first night. I don't know why I couldn't. I still don't know why. But those last two times...I didn't come after you because I expected that to happen. I probably could have prevented it, sure. Which is why this is my fault but I really just wanted to talk to you." Maddie shook her head at him, lifting her head to square her eyes with his. "I shouldn't have let you push me, Rider. It's just as much my fault," Maddie admitted, her eyebrows furrowing together. She was letting herself open up, and she didn't stop it. She didn't push it down, or force herself to say something bitchy to push him away. Maddie was going to talk to him, let him inside her mind, give him this piece of her. They had to do this. "I wanted to talk to you. I need to talk to you," Her voice was quiet, less assertive than it always had been. She just stared at him, letting him read her emotions in her eyes. She was sure it was all over her face, how she wanted to settle this with him, talk to him and let everything out. Avoiding it had only made it worse. If Maddie hadn't been so stubborn, they could've resolved this so much sooner. Maybe if she'd talked to him, given him the time of day, been casual with him, things would've been different. Maddie would have just been another girl, some chick that hung out with his little brother all the time. Maybe Rider wouldn't have given her a second look, tried so hard to get her attention. She wasn't an idiot. She knew what he'd been doing, how he kept picking on her and purposely annoying her. She just couldn't figure out why. At first, she thought he just liked to irk her, get on her nerves to be funny, or as his own amusement. She had no idea he was attracted to her, too, until he'd kissed her that first time. And then everything fell into place. Maddie understood that every time she caught him staring at her, he'd been really looking at her, wanting her, just like Maddie had been like. She'd been such an idiot.
"You've never liked me. Why?" This was something Maddie knew would be coming, something she needed to explain. If she told him the complete truth, everything would make more sense to Rider - Why she'd been doing what she did. And she wasn't going to push down the complete and total truth, not at all. She was letting him in, and it was something Maddie never did. Something Maddie had only done for two people. Everett, and now Rider. She'd let him in without even knowing she had, and it was just too late to change it. Maddie locked eyes with his, as she started. "I never hated you, Rider," She told him, her voice still quiet. "I hated the way you made me feel. It's hard to explain," She furrowed her eyebrows together again, looking down at the couch briefly and then back to his chocolate brown eyes. "I'm not used to... Feeling the things I felt for you," She looked away again, this confession making her shy, nervous. "Still feel for you, even now." She paused, and then looked back at him again. "I don't like letting people get close to me, letting people get to me unless I trust them, know they won't hurt me. Everett was the only person I'd settled on feeling that way about, and the only person I let get close to me. I always want control over my emotions. And then I met you..." She paused again, her blue eyes buring into his. "All of my emotions were going crazy, and I hated it. I didn't want to feel that way about you. I didn't want to want you like I did, especially with Everett being my best friend," It hurt to say his name, so the last part made her tone emotional. "I figured if I pushed you away, it'd stop, and I wouldn't keep thinking about you, or be attracted to you anymore. But it didn't stop," She explained, taking a second to gather her thoughts again as she bit on her lip, contemplating everything she'd felt. "And I didn't even know you. I still don't even know you. It's whats so frustrating, why I've always been such a bitch. It wasn't fair that you could make me feel things that Everett couldn't - Someone I trusted, cared about, knew, like the back of my hand. But I couldn't stop wanting you, and I just wanted it to end. So I tried, so hard, to push you away. And it didn't work." She took in his expression with her eyes, her own question tearing at her now. "Why wouldn't you stop? Why didn't you leave me alone?" It was something she'd always wanted to know. She knew he never thought Everett would be as upset as he was, but was that the only reason? He just hadn't cared enough about how Everett might feel?
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