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Post by caleigh on Feb 21, 2011 13:40:02 GMT -5
 
Caleigh seemed to having a perfectly normal day so far, everything was going great that was until about an hour ago. The blonde had been sitting down in the campus coffee shop in front of the fireplace drinking a vanilla latte. Coffee always seemed to calm her nerves for some reason, you would honestly think that it would more be the opposite, but she had been drinking the beverage for so long now, it was now more of a habit than anything else. Maybe if she hadn't decided to pull out her phone and check a few emails and do that sort of thing she would still be none the wiser, then again knowing how fast news travels around the school she likely still would have found out soon enough.
Now what exactly could be so distressing that it caused miss Marceaux to quickly leave the coffee shop and retreat on up to her shared dormitory to hide. Simple, she happened to run across the new latest post from resident blogger Mr. X. In all honestly she was a little flattered when she first started reading the article as she was described as a far better choice than that Aubrey Jenkins girl and that Derek basically had to be out of his mind to constantly leave her in the dust all the time. She couldn't personally agree more, and even reading that she would make a perfect girlfriend made her feel all warm inside. Well, all of those feelings instantly disappeared as she continued reading on down the page as the mystery blogger revealed his true colours about Caleigh that she was spineless and so on.
Hot tears rolled down Caleigh's face from where she was laying curled up on her bed. She felt so stupid and embarrassed about everything now, Derek was going to see it and think the same about her was the last thing she wanted -- if he didn't already that it. Maybe she was being paranoid but it felt like everyone's eyes were on her laughing the whole time as she had made her way quickly back to her dorm from the coffee shop. The sad thing about this situation was that, if Derek suddenly came knocking on her door right then and there and pulled her in to kiss her she wouldn't resist it and would have forgotten all about her problems from prior and would instantly begin to feel all better again.
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Post by mia on Feb 24, 2011 22:39:43 GMT -5
Lying on the couch with her headphones on, Mia listened to Ash singing which wasn’t helping her concentrate at all on her homework, something that she needed to get done. Procrastination was one thing that Mia excelled in and daydreaming about her boyfriend wasn’t helping matters. It seemed like whether he was at the dorm or not he was a distraction for Mia, not that she minded at all. Hearing the door open, Mia peeked over the back of the couch seeing her roommate Caleigh storming into the room looking like she had gotten the worlds worst news. Naturally her curiosity was getting the best of her, but Mia remained on the couch looking down at her history book. History. A snicker left her lips. In her life, history always tended to repeat itself and was always worse each time it happened especially when it came to dealing with her brother. Mia tried not to think about what Jay could possibly be conjuring up, but she knew that at any moment the bomb could drop and he would try and break her and Ash up again. This time she was going to try and be prepared and hopefully before he could get the upper hand Mia would have her plan in place and she would never have to worry about dealing with Jay’s nonsense ever again. Tapping her pen on the page, Mia began reading her assignment, nothing actually sinking into her brain. Her mind was so far from her homework that laying there was just simply a waste of her time. Looking over the side of the couch, Mia smiled at Versace who curled up on the floor beside the couch, her arm dangled down to pet him. She had missed her baby boy almost as much as she missed Ash, almost.
Mia placed her textbooks on the floor before picking Versace up and rolling onto her back, snuggling the white Maltese puppy. ”It’s just me and you tonight Versace. If only you could help me do my homework.” She giggled, kissing Versace on the nose. Closing her eyes, Mia couldn’t help but wonder exactly what Ash was doing. Even though she trusted him with everything she had, Mia didn’t trust other people and that’s what worried her. Mia knew how attractive Ash was and she knew exactly how other girls looked at him, hell she knew how other guys looked at him. The two of them had been around some of the most beautiful people in the world and for some reason Ash never cared or bothered to give any of them the time of day, he loved Mia. Not even being apart for a year could make Ash find someone else. Mia knew exactly how lucky she was and there was no way she was going to ever make that mistake again. Her eyes fluttered open as her music stopped. It wasn’t the lack of music that caused her blue eyes to open, but the sound of sobs coming from Caleigh’s room. Now her curiosity was getting the best of her, and if she was going to be spending the night in the dorm without Ash she needed to figure out what was going on with her roommate because there was no way Mia was going to listen to her sobbing and not know what the heck was going on.
Holding onto Versace, Mia sat up on the couch, taking her headphones off and placing them on top of her textbook along with her iPod. Sighing, the blonde stood up and walked towards her roommates bedroom, still cuddling Versace. For as much as she was looking for an excuse not to do her homework Mia wasn’t in the mood for unnecessary drama, she had enough of that with Jay. Leaning up against the doorframe, Mia glanced at Caleigh before looking down at Versace and smiled, whispering in his ear. ”Someone is clearly unhappy.” Petting the Maltese puppies head, Mia looked back up at the other female who was curled up on her bed, still crying. ”Caleigh are you okay? I can hear you sobbing in the other room and while I’m all for procrastinating and not doing my homework, am I going to have to listen to this all night?” Mia realized that had probably come out wrong. She hadn’t meant to sound so harsh, but most of the time it just managed to fly out of her mouth that way. ”Is there something you want to talk about? Clearly something is bothering you with all of this crying.” It was a double edged sword for Mia. She didn’t want to deal with someone else’s drama, but she certainly didn’t want to listen to her sobbing all night either. Asking Caleigh about what was bothering her seemed like the two evils, at least she hoped.
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Post by caleigh on Feb 25, 2011 0:16:09 GMT -5
Caleigh suddenly stopped shaking for the most part that is when she heard her roommate’s voice, oddly enough anyone else probably would have taken Mia’s words as perhaps rude or harsh but in that instant Cal didn’t quite see it like. Maybe she was naïve, or maybe still clouded with certain feelings of inadequacy but the second she heard Mia ask if she was going to have hear her crying all evening it was almost a bit of a reality check and a wake-up call, she knew by all means she couldn’t just stay here crying for the rest of the night it certainly was not going to accomplish anything. She paused a few seconds before reaching one hand out to grab a tissue from the box she always had sitting on her bedside night table. Carefully dabbing at her eyes, thank god for waterproof makeup for times like this, honestly she really hated it when people found her crying it always felt her feeling so self-conscious and so silly in a childlike way. “No, I’m sorry Mia.” Caleigh murmured feeling a bit like a puppy dog who just got caught doing something wrong and now had its tail tucked between its legs.
Slowly she pulled herself up into a sitting position on the bed looking over at Mia in the doorway and trying to manage at least a small smile. She took a deep breath and blinked her eyes making sure she was all calmed down; last thing she wanted was to burst into tears mid-sentence while talking. “I’m sorry.” She said again. She had been in such a flurry coming into the dorm she hadn’t really even taken notice of Mia sitting out in the common room trying to study. “It’s just….” Caleigh started but then stopping as she tried to think where to begin. “Everyone thinks I’m stupid don’t they? I’m really not, I mean I don’t plan things to turn out like this and it’s certainly not like I ever want them to, it just sorta, happens….” She sighed a bit biting her lip. “I just….There’s this new article out….and it’s just humiliating…” Caleigh tried to explain. “Everyone looks at me like this pretty blonde who’s just good to look at and have around as arm candy, and I can never stop it……and now with everything being said Derek is sure to have seen everything now and I can’t bear that he’s probably going to think the same as everyone else right now.” She concluded biting her lip. “I love him….I can’t help it” She mumbled covering her face with her hands. “It wasn’t supposed to go like this though, none of it was…” she mumbled.
Talking about everything right she couldn’t help feel self-conscious around her roommate like she was judging her like she felt everyone else was. Then again Caleigh had typically always felt a bit self-conscious around Mia Ellwood, since when she had first met her she had immediately thought she was stunning and extremely beautiful. Although, Caleigh could admit at certain time she herself was beautiful but defiantly nothing in comparison to Mia, at least not in Caleigh’s eyes. She always felt quite a bit inferior to the other blonde girl whether it might be beauty, her grace, poise, attitude or otherwise.
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Post by mia on Feb 26, 2011 14:08:28 GMT -5
With her crystal blue eyes locked on her roommate, Mia watched Caleigh’s reaction to her voice, words that had come out perhaps a little too harsh. It wasn’t that she was heartless, even if most of the time she came across that way, Mia truly wasn’t that cold. Her life was filled with so much of its own drama that she really couldn’t deal with anymore of it. Right now she knew that every second of every day there was a possibility that her brother would storm into her room and demand that she and Ash break things off. The fact that he hadn’t done so already was enough to drive her insane, but it wasn’t going to cause her to falter from her own plan. Jay had to be put in his place and after years of being the pawn in his games, Mia was determined to be the one person who was capable of beating him at his own games. A scowl formed on her lips as she watched the other female reaching for a tissue. Mia very rarely let her guard down long enough to cry, and it seemed like the only two people in the entire world who could cause that were Jay and Ash, both for very different reasons. ”What are you apologizing for Caleigh? Unless you’ve done something directly to me, there’s no need for it.” She raised her eyebrow, staring at the mess of a girl before her. Mia hated messy, it was far too dramatic and all of the blubbering and having to blow your nose, it was just too gross.
Rolling her eyes, Mia found herself getting impatient with the female. What on earth was she apologizing for? Of course it was annoying having to listen to Caleigh crying, but Mia knew that technically there was nothing wrong with it, most normal people who were able to let go probably did it on a regular basis. It had been so long since Mia had actually cried the way she saw her roommate sobbing, over a year. The day that Jay had caught her and Ash together, and for days on end after that, until she was able to convince herself that Ash hated her. Listening to the girl, Mia pet Versace’s head, twirling his snow white fur around her fingers, scratching him behind the ears, anything to keep herself from interrupting Caleigh. When she was certain that her roommate had finished, Mia bent down, gently placing the Maltese puppy on the floor before standing upright, looking Caleigh directly in the eyes. ”I can’t speak for everyone, I’m not everyone Caleigh, but I can tell you that carrying on over some blog that came out is nonsense.” Mia tucked her long blond locks behind her ears. ”Again, with this everyone thing, I don’t know how they look at you, but you can take it as a compliment if that is how they look at you. Being beautiful isn’t a crime, you should learn how to embrace it.” Mia considered taking a step into the room, but the thought of Caleigh getting too close, all blubbery and a mess was enough to keep the girl at bay and lean back up against the door frame.
Taking a deep breath, Mia kept her eyes on Caleigh. She could never quite understand exactly what it is she saw in Darius Whitfield, aside from the fact that he was extremely attractive. His personality was absolutely atrocious and he treated women like objects, there purely for his disposal. ”Caleigh, listen to yourself. I know enough about Derek to know that he doesn’t bother with gossip, and even if he had heard whatever this blog had said, I’m fairly certain that he wouldn’t care. The only thing Darius Whitfield cares about is Darius Whitfield and maybe the car he drives around in.” Mia couldn’t bring herself to even address the fact that Caleigh had said she loved him. Who was she to judge who the female loved? If you asked Jay, he would more than likely say that Mia’s choice in men was just as bad as dating or falling in love with Derek. She found that ridiculous, Ash was nothing like Derek, he at least returned her love. ”I’m almost afraid to ask, but what are you talking about? None of what was supposed to be what way?” Mia hated riddles. Being blunt and to the point was the only way the lines of communication didn’t get crossed. She hated assuming, and right now Mia didn’t have the energy to guess at what Caleigh was talking about, she just needed to come right out and say whatever she was thinking.
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Post by caleigh on Mar 1, 2011 14:27:04 GMT -5
Caleigh had a habit of doing that way too often, apologizing that is, she was just so used to saying those two little words it almost on instinct way, even when she was saying sorry for things that weren’t fault or control and overall didn’t need an apology. Cal had seemed to get the feeling Mia was getting a little impatient and just wanted her to get to the point, that wasn’t always for Caleigh though. Unlike Mia saying things straight out and bluntly wasn’t exactly her strong suit, explanations usually tended to be long-winded and beat around the bush just a bit before she might actually get to the end of a story.
The blonde girl shifted just a little on her bed leaning back against the wall, now pretty much all calmed down for the most part as she listened to her friend speak. It was weird you would think with the modeling Caleigh was experienced in she would have a thicker skin than she does when it comes to other people’s opinions but some reason she help herself from getting fixated on those small little details from time to time. Hearing Mia talk though now, seemed to bring her a little into perspective, it honestly was quite silly now that she looked at it to be getting all upset over just a little bit of gossip. True beauty wasn’t a crime, but why was it that more often than not all the beautiful ones were automatically assumed that they don’t have any smarts.
Caleigh let out a sigh running a hand through her long waves of blonde hair when Mia commented on Derek. “I don’t believe that though, I mean I’m sure he can care about someone else.” She said softly. Well apparently he did care for those of his family in an odd sort of way at times but anything more than that Caleigh might have to have for hell to freeze over. She unfortunately has delusions of grandeur when it comes to the love affairs of Darius Whitfield, poor girl believes without a doubt in mind that he will come around to her for good. Caleigh bit her lip a little nervously when Mia had asked for clarification of what she was trying to get at. There she had gone and done it again, it was like sometimes she could be saying things but at the same time it felt like you were only hearing half of a conversation from her because the rest of it is going on about a mile a minute inside her head and all her explanations get so lost in the story.
“Well…” she said starting slowly. “Derek and I have this thing, I don’t know I think it’s been like at least six months or something I don't really remember exactly…” she said. “Things were just going to be strictly fun, no strings attached type of thing.” Caleigh explained cringing inwardly just a little she was already getting the vibe right away to begin with that Mia didn’t like any of this. “It just seemed like a good idea at the time, I wanted to have fun, and things with my ex had just broken off.” She carried on quietly. “First of all I was never planning on keeping any of this going with Derek for this long, it was just going to be a little fun to have around temporary…” she added, she didn’t really want to mention that it was just temporary until a new boyfriend (albeit another no-good boyfriend) came along, she was afraid that would make her look bad but was sure Mia got the point. “I had no intention whatsoever of things turning out like, I didn’t really want to fall for him in the first place I just wanted for things to be fun and have a good time…but I don’t know, something just happened somewhere along the line that something changed.” Caleigh sighed glancing over at Mia and then back down into her hands.
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Post by mia on Mar 3, 2011 1:08:29 GMT -5
Mia watched Caleigh as she ran her hands through her hair, a slight cringe forming on her face. The girl had just been sobbing, blowing her nose, and certainly had to have touched her face and now she was running her hands through her hair. Mia raised her hand in front of her face so she didn’t have to witness Caleigh contaminating her hair with tears and whatever had been dripping from her nose. That was so unnecessary, and a girl like Caleigh should have known well enough not to do something so, vile. ”Please don’t do that. Do you want to clean up or rinse your face or not run your hands through your hair after you’ve been sobbing all over them, Caleigh?” Mia sighed, shaking her head. ”While I can understand having a good cry, there’s no reason for you to make a complete mess of yourself in the process.” Mia knew that came out harsh, and maybe she didn’t mean it quite that way, but there really was no excuse to just run all that through your hair, making things worse. Being upset was one thing, but looking like a train wreck afterward was a whole different thing.
Letting out a snicker, Mia narrowed her blue eyes at her roommate. Was she serious? The girl had to either be joking or she was seriously kidding herself if she thought for one small second Derek cared for anyone other than himself or his car. ”Honestly Caleigh, tell me you’re joking because if you’re not…I don’t even know where to go with that. Darius Whitfield is probably as self centered as Jay is. It’s all about him, all day every day. He uses people to get what he wants and then tosses them aside for the next best thing. Sweetie, if you think for one moment that you’re any different, you’re simply deluding yourself. I hate to break that to you.” Most people would have apologized, not Mia, she wasn’t sorry for telling Caleigh the truth. Perhaps it came across as harsh or rude, but it was truthful and to the point. Mia would have rather had her roommate angry with her now for being blunt and try and save her from anymore heartache at the hands of Derek than run around with her head up in the clouds hoping for a day that just simply would never come.
Mia tried to remain patient as she listened to Caleigh. She wished that Ash was home, then at least he could have been there with her, helping her try and deal with this mess. Instead he was off God knows where having fun, doing God knows what. Even though she knew there was a good possibility that he would call her later on drunk, Mia was hoping that she didn’t have to add that to the drama of the evening. Of course Mia would gladly send a car to go out and get him, she wanted him safe, but she knew all too well that when he got home they would argue over something. They always did when he was drinking. It was like he loved to push her buttons just to see her get angry with him so he could just as easily flip the script and she would forgive him instantly. Thinking about Ash made her smile, even if Mia knew what could potentially happen in a few short hours from now or maybe longer depending on how long he stayed out.
Allowing her concentration back onto Caleigh, Mia took a deep breath. The last thing she needed to hear about was her sex life with Derek, or anyone for that matter. Mia never quite understood the whole concept of friends with benefits or even sleeping with several different people. Despite the fact that her brother was a manwhore, though if you asked him he’d never admit that, they were raised to behave with the utmost respect for themselves. Mia had no intentions of sleeping with anyone she wasn’t completely in love with, and though she had been in love with Ash for years, they still had never actually had sex. One day. She was so grateful that he understood her decision and respected her for it. ”Can you please explain to me why a girl as beautiful as you is just giving her body to just anyone? Seriously Caleigh, you should have more respect for yourself than that. Being in love with someone and making love to them is one thing, but friends with benefits, really? You’re better than that.” Mia stood upright and entered further into her roommates room, still a large gap between them. ”I understand falling in love with someone you’re not supposed to love. I’m guilty of it. My family will never accept me being with Ash, but I love him nonetheless and I’m willing to give it all up for him, something I should have done the first time around, but Caleigh do you really think that Derek would do the same for you? You’ve given up so much for him I assume, yes? Would he do that for you?” Tucking her hands into her pants pocket, Mia looked down the girl who couldn’t even look her in the eyes. Whatever was going on in her head, it seemed like she knew it was wrong but had no idea how to rectify it.
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Post by caleigh on Mar 22, 2011 9:22:54 GMT -5
Caleigh’s hands immediately snapped down to her hands down to sides self consciously the very moment Mia got upset with her running her hands through her hair but remained silent as Mia continued to speak. Caleigh was ordinarily a rather positive person with people and perhaps it partly due to that, that it was so easy for people particularly Derek to walk all over so being told to something or being scolded so to speak as Mia appeared to do so now Caleigh always found it hard to object to things but instead act a bit like a wounded puppy with it’s head down and just quietly submit to make the other person happy. Of course though with various guys she had been through the past and likely even Derek was smart enough to have caught on to her little submissive trait, making all the much easier to take advantage of her emotions and anything else.
Caleigh quickly glanced up when she heard her roommate laugh, making her recoil further into herself. The thing was though, that was the truth, albeit the sad but the truth nonetheless, Caleigh really did believe that there could be someone that Derek cared about and that maybe he was just scared to show that sort of thing.
Caleigh was a patient person and although plenty of time may not like what you have say if you start making jokes aimed at saying she’s just a pretty face but she isn’t usually the one to react to people in situations like that but just remain calm, quiet and with a smile on her face. She could deal with Mia chiding her over crying and habits of hygiene, hell she could even deal with Mia criticizing her about her delusions of love when it came to Derek, but this right now was turning into the breaking point for her having to sit there and listen to her roommate scold her on her sex life especially when she knew for a fact Mia didn’t have one. “Mia will you just shut up!” Caleigh snapped a bit harshly standing up from her bed. “I’m quite sure you mean well nine times out of ten and don’t intentionally mean to be bitch to people, but seriously that’s how you come off most of the time! And honestly I can handle about you and I don’t care because I do know you are a nice person. However, don’t stand there and basically start beating the bush from calling me a slut, I don’t like it and I don’t appreciate it!” she added quickly. “Say what you like on any other subject I don’t care, but don’t you dare claim to say I’m giving myself away to whomever wants it like you know everything. Maybe I’m just guilty of falling harder for a guy than I should in any of my relationships, but never have I ever once had sex with stranger or anything of the like. Mia you don’t know this, but sometimes sex is beautiful, fingers intertwined, caressing faces and whispering secrets but seriously sometimes sex is just sex, something to let out that frustration, have a little fun and move on because the strings that come with it sometimes are too much. So please just shut up and stop trying to make it sound like I’m this promiscuous thing that I’m not!” Caleigh finished harshly.
Having the insinuation made that she slut or anything else like that wasn’t something Caleigh was ever willing to put up with. She would be the first to admit that yes she did enjoy sex and the things that came with it, but compared to some girls she knew of around the school she really wasn’t all that bad, she had always been in a relationship with a guy whenever she went about having sex and although some of those relationships were rather short-lived at times that wasn’t really all her fact. This thing with Derek was actually the first time she had ever really participated in ‘casual sex’, but again that relationship with him was complicated to a whole other level with him.
“Oh my god!” Caleigh gasped in disbelief only just a few moments after she had found a small ounce of confidence herself, her hands flying to cover her mouth like she afraid she might blurt out obscenities again. “Mia, I’m so sorry, I didn’t mean to don’t hate me.” She added quickly, stepping a bit closer to her. Caleigh had been about to hug Mia but immediately stopped herself immediately reasoning with herself that she likely wouldn’t appreciate it after not only having just witnessed Caleigh crying but also having had a fit when Caleigh had run her tear-stained hands through her hair just minutes earlier. “I, um, need to go to the washroom, and clean up.” She mumbled a little, seeming to quickly revert back into her quiet state again once more.
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Post by mia on Mar 24, 2011 20:19:15 GMT -5
Mia was grateful when the other female snapped her hands away from her hair but the contamination had already been done with whatever had been on her hands. She knew that it had been rude of her to come at Caleigh like that, but it truly was unnecessary to make that much of a mess of oneself. If she had ever behaved like that at home, her parents certainly would have reacted the same way. No that wasn’t entirely true, they would have had to have witnessed it, and that just wasn’t something they did. Sharing personal issues wasn’t something that happened in the Ellwood Estate. If you had a problem you dealt with it privately, unless of course you needed advice and even then things weren’t always shared. Growing up, her parents weren’t the ones to help her through her every day problems, that’s what the nannies were for. Parental advice was solicited solely when the problem would affect their last name, money, power or things of that nature. Even though she had realized quite some time ago that wasn’t the healthiest of ways, Mia had accepted it for what it was and at this point in her life no longer dwelled on the ‘what could have been’s’. All she could do was move forward and try to undo what her parents had already done.
Her blue eyes widened at the words that were coming out of Caleigh’s mouth, but only briefly before they narrowed into tiny slits, glaring through the other girl. Who on earth did she think she was speaking to like that? Mia was only trying to help her and she had the nerve to snap at her like someone who had been raised by wolves. If she didn’t want Mia’s advice she could have simply told her so and Mia would have gladly moved on, but to come at her life that, well that was just downright rude. Her eyes opened back up the more Caleigh spoke. Perhaps she was correct in some of what she was saying but the way she coming at Mia with it was all wrong. The nasty tone in her voice was irking Mia to the point that she thought she would snap at the girl and say something that she didn’t necessarily mean. Counting to ten in her head, Mia was able to remain calm enough to let Caleigh finish her rant before speaking. ”First off Caleigh, do not tell me to shut up. That is rude, plain and simple. If you do not want my advice then next time say so but do not treat me like some random girl off the street because next time I promise you I will not be this nice.” Mia crossed her arms across her chest. ”And while you may be correct about the way I come across, please understand that I do not always meant to be that way, it just comes out like that. I’m working on it and I will continue to do so but there are no guarantees that things will always come out the way I intend them too. Caleigh, I did not call you a slut, that word never left my mouth so if that is how you feel, well then that is simply on you and you must feel that way for a reason. Maybe you need to look deeper inside yourself and figure out why. I am merely trying to point out that you are better than just sleeping with anyone because they are giving you attention. You don’t need that sort of thing weighing on your mind.” Mia didn’t have any sort of experience in the sex department. She had only been in two relationships and only one of them did she love the person enough to even consider it. Ash. Even though this was their second chance and they were engaged both of them were still virgins. Mia knew that there was no one else she would give herself to but she wanted to wait until they were married or at the very least until all of the drama with Jay had passed. ”Listen Caleigh, I can’t pretend that I know anything about sex or at least on a personal level. What I do know is the amount of respect I have for myself and there is no way that I would give my body to just anyone. That doesn’t mean that I’m judging you or saying that you should do the same but you should know that you have self-worth and maybe you should think about that for a second before you’re going off and having sex for the reason of getting out frustration or however you put it.” Again with the shut up. Mia did her best to ignore it though it wasn’t getting any easier.
Her eyes rolled slightly at Caleigh’s realization that she had behaved like, well a rude bitch. Whether she had meant it or not she had done it and while Mia knew that most of the time Caleigh was much sweeter than all of this she couldn’t help but think of the source of her attitude. Darius Whitfield. Caleigh was a fool to think that he loved her or ever would love her. Guys like Derek loved himself, his car and that was about it. ”Caleigh, we are all allowed bitchy moments. We both know that I’ve had my fair share and then some, but consider the source of your bitchiness. I’m fairly certain that it’s not me but the fact that you are stuck on Derek. Nothing good can come of that and while I know that you may want it to turn into a fairytale, men like Derek aren’t Prince Charming material.” Her brother Jay was the same way. Mia wondered if he would ever be able to commit to one single girl. Of course he knew it was expected of him one day, but was he even capable of being faithful was the real question. Watching the Caleigh come closer to her, Mia tensed up a bit. Part of it was because the girl had been sobbing but the other part of it was that Mia just didn’t do hugs, not the way most girls her age did. She knew the social way to hug another person, but throwing your arms around someone, holding them close, well that was something she reserved for Ash and Ash alone. He had taught her how to love and feel like no one ever had and she loved to have him that close. Nodding as Caleigh stated she needed to wash, Mia moved out of her way so she could pass through the doorway. ”Please, go ahead. I will be on the couch if you want to talk about this any further. I promise I’ll try to keep my bitchiness to a minimum if you do.” Mia smiled for a moment at Caleigh. She was a sweet girl and Mia did like her. She wasn’t nearly as bad or as annoying as most of the other girls at Jackson. Caleigh just seemed to have her head in the wrong place.
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