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Post by ava on Mar 30, 2011 20:46:12 GMT -5
  Ava didn’t love anyone else more than him, she never had and the fact that he could even assume that drove her crazy. She didn’t have to be there, she didn’t have to help him remember, to be there for him through all this crazy stuff. But she was. The feelings she had for Eli had seemed like something that needed to be explored, they were doing great until Kyle showed up as bad as that sound but then he did. He walked right back into her life like he had never left, at least in her heart, and it wasn’t working out the way she had imagined it over and over again. “I never loved anyone more than I loved you.
Taking a seat on the edge of the bed Kyle walked away from her and Ava stood there feeling half empty with nothing else left to give. She had yelled, she had screamed, she had tried to make him understand not just today but on several occasions why she was so confused, why she was scared, but there was just no way he could. Whether or not she understood his own reasons, he made sure to reassure her that he wasn’t going anywhere even after all this and she felt some of the tension ease up from her shoulders while the guilt choked her. If he left she would have understood, she understood the first time, no matter how much it hurt her, she understood. Part of her hoped he did for his own sake, she deserved it but he wouldn’t. Instead he stayed on the bed burying his face in his hands and gave her an apology that she didn’t need from him, she didn’t earn.
They were both obviously at the end of their ropes. Neither Kyle nor Ava wanted to walk away but it didn’t seem like either one wanted to force a decision from the other one. Kyle to make her choose, and Ava well, to make him walk away instead of allowing himself to be hurt. That wasn’t something she could make him choose anyways in reality. Finally caving she ran her hands over her face and then took a few steps til she was again standing in front of him kneeling onto the carpet floor. Her hands covered his and she lightly pulled on them, “Look at me please.” Kyle’s head lifted from inside his hands just barely and then went right back to where it had been moments before. “Come on Kyle please? She waited only a few more moments without response before laying her head on their tangled hands and closing her eyes trying to fight down the urge to throw up she suddenly felt with a sudden need to word vomit. “I have never loved anyone more then I love you. It would have been barely audible from more than a foot away. With the replacement of words the entire message she was giving him suddenly changed and she took a deep breathe letting go of his hands and setting back on her heels instead looking at the floor, empty, without purpose. “I love you. Please just look at me, say something. I don’t want it to be like this all the time.” Her hands reached up and covered her eyes as she buried her own face in her hands feeling the anxiety build up in his silence. [/size] as far as 563. the eye can see im wearing. under your command Kyle. i will be finished. your guardian REAL SLIM SHADY !? @ caution 2.0 [/color]. never say never nottteessss.[/blockquote][/size][/center] |
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Post by lirie on Mar 30, 2011 21:13:06 GMT -5
I don't ever wanna believe…
That when we die, that we all leave.
Kyle remained silent throughout Ava’s numerous attempts in getting his attention, hearing how much she loved him wasn’t enough, he had to know she still did. He couldn’t think of anything and to be honest the silence was a welcome change compared to the yelling and screaming he had just did.
’I love you’ those three words coming from Ava in the present tense was all it took for Kyle to lift his head, he smiled, so bright as if the words just erased everything that had just happened. When Kyle saw Ava on the carpet in front of him mimicking his previous pose he frowned and his smile disappeared, now feeling stupid for not saying anything or complying with her request. ”Mon Cheri…” he said with tenderness as he place both his hands on either side on both sides of her head, gently coaxing her face out of her hands. The love Kyle felt for her at that moment, how badly he wanted her to feel better, both came together and caused him to scoop her up in his arms in one swift movement, pretty much forcing her back onto her feet. ”Everything will be ok, ok?” he said to her, raising his eyebrows as if he expected her to agree with him, his face mere inches from hers. He then kissed her on her forehead, tenderly as a way to expressing how much he truly cared about her, a concept she would probably never fully comprehend and neither would he, how he could feel this strongly about someone was beyond him, he figured that’s why people would call them soul mates, love beyond logical comprehension, love from the soul, uncontrollable and unconditional.
After a few seconds Kyle wrapped his arms around Ava and rested his forehead against her, having her so close just felt right and if it was up to him they would stay this way forever. He sighed a content sigh, before speaking once again ”I love you too by the way…” he whispered in her ear with a smile.
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